urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy FROM THE BEAUTiFUL MiND OF DUBZY JiFFY TiFFY 2005-05-26T01:29:15Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:19149 2005-05-26T01:29:15Z 2005-05-26T01:29:15Z Alright, I'm saying this right now. Anyone who got a fucking problem with me or has something to fucking say about me or any of my friends can say it to my face, not talk shit like a little bitch behind my back. I'm sick of all you people talking shit about each other behind everyone's back and not being able to back it up or come outside their fucking house when you were the ones talking shit in the first place. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:18190 2005-05-03T15:57:13Z 2005-05-03T15:57:13Z okay so yesterday did not go like it was supposed to. yesterday there was a chrissy crisis (yep; thats what i am calling it) and the majority of the day was comfort chrissy bcuz aj sucks ass. i suck @ comforting people without being a bitch. or being sarcastic. comforting is not my strong point. and honestly she should be happy he's gone bcuz of the shit he put her through. but i know she loved him, so yeah i have to be there for her. after all the crazy drama we chilled with elaine for like an hour before i went in. i am tired; i feel like the worst friend in the world bcuz i didnt go see mea; and i miss andrew. omfg i have so much fucking homework and only 13 days of school left.<br /><marquee>we are so in love</marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:15811 2005-04-08T21:04:30Z 2005-04-08T21:04:30Z led zeppelin (the lemon song) how fucking stupid can one bitch be? i mean honestly, im in a good mood today. ive been <i>nice</i>. and this <b>stupid</b> bitch is going to get a fucking attitude with me. honestly i dont give a fuck about her, but her smart ass comments just pissed me off. i mean she is the most clueless bitch in the world. i thought i was stupid for the shit i believed in the past, but come on now. even i can admit i was stupid then. i mean <i>helping me out?!?</i> i dont need her fuckin help, nor would i want it bcuz thats not my community im just in it. i thought it was a nice gesture, i did. but i guess <b>stupid ass bitches</b> cant realize a nice gesture when they see one.<br /><br />whatever fuck her. she really doesnt want to start anything bcuz girls like her aint shit to me. do u kno how easy it would be to fuck a person like her up? not any effort at all.<br /><br />other than stupid bitches, life is good. extremely good actually. tattoo party tonight. maybe staying by andrews. maybe. then this weekend there is a lot that needs to get done. a lot. maybe i am glad to be back in school.<br /><br /><marquee>people talkin all around bout the way u left me flat, i dont care what the people say, i kno where their jive is at.</marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:6349 2005-02-01T16:19:36Z 2005-03-21T01:10:17Z chickenheads yesterday was me & andrew*s anniversary. nothin big, one month. i didnt see him tho bcuz of previous obligations (not really obligations, but more plans), but we talked. chilled with chrissy all day, it was lots of fun, like usual. mailed rudy & annee. got some more college stuff in the mail, nothin too important. out of the 5 schools i applied 2 ive recieved 3 acceptances and no rejections, which is always a plus. i cant wait 4 college... peAce sucks so bad. but yea, back 2 the update deal. 2day i start track. its gunna be buck wild. aint even began and me & amanda are plannin on missin oh so many days 2 go tannin, buy prom stuff like our garter belts and the little special stuff that makes it sexy fun (lol), and just fun mall time. 2day i go 3-5, then andrew is comin over. 2morrow im tryin 2 stay home bcuz ive got 2 go 2 the doctor*s. so im gunna miss track 2morrow. its buck, i love it already. i get 2 go shoppin this weekend for it, so u kno thats a treat, lol. i am so tired riight now, and i think im gunna go 2 sleep. <marquee>peAce bitches *duBzY*</marquee> oOoOo... from now on this is gunna be <b>friends onlii</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:5982 2005-01-31T19:32:55Z 2005-01-31T19:32:55Z well u think thats love... baby that aint love 2 me so friday me & andrew went 2 see in good company. good movie. got home around 1-sh. saturday got picked up early, went 2 work with andrew. chilled with him & paul. we got in2 a fight bcuz he bought something i dont want him 2 have. chilled with chrissy & mike. sunday i went out with terry, came home, my comuter died. andrew came down, apologized for bein male and an ass, chilled with him & paul. chilled with chrissy and talked 2 maggie. ended the weekend on a good note. had 2 hour liturgy 2day. gunna go shoppin with my favoritest person later if she remembers. track 2morrow... pray 4 me. <marquee>*mWuAh* DuBzY</marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:5697 2005-01-28T15:28:14Z 2005-01-28T15:28:14Z been spendin my days divided between homework, my chickies, and my babee boy... (and sometimes paul is with my babee boy, its kinda like a 2 for 1 deal that u dont want, but its a lot of fun, lmao). in graphic design riight now, finished early (yet not gunna tell anyone im done early or else i*ll have more work... lazy bitch i kno). wednesday i chilled with andrew & paul... paul*s lady didnt come with. chillin with chrissy lots. just thought i would update, maybe a longer one later. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:5480 2005-01-25T16:52:11Z 2005-01-25T16:53:32Z <p>alright... so now im in study and it should work now. since my 1st post was retarded as hell (meaning it wouldnt post), im just gunna get 2 the point. when im not at school, im either with chrissy pissy, or andrew (and sometimes paul and chrissy are involved in this as well, sometimes he drags me 2 bufu {winfield} and his fam-o is involved). i can now say ive seen fight club, and my only response 2 that movie is... brad pitt is tOo hott. annee is now gone and back in vegas, tear. me &amp; dj have reconciled our differences (meaning he recognized and apologized for bein a dick). and i have now recieved a county letter from rudy*s cell-mate, who reads the letters i write rudy, and occasionally writes me pretending 2 be rudy (isnt that lovely?).</p> <p>also i bought my prom dress. <img style="WIDTH: 118px; HEIGHT: 181px" height="966" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v283/sexii_dubzy/7454lg.jpg" width="108">&nbsp;(here it is)...</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>and i am goin 2 end this update with a picture of andrew... its the same one on Gj bcuz its the only one i have uploaded off my computer 2 photobucket. <img style="WIDTH: 256px; HEIGHT: 200px" height="477" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v283/sexii_dubzy/522a11d2.jpg" width="256"></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:5321 2005-01-25T16:19:25Z 2005-01-25T16:19:25Z iight i just tried 2 update and it wouldnt let me. so we will try again. but not right now. next period (study) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:4913 2005-01-19T00:41:46Z 2005-01-19T00:41:46Z st lunatics {midwest swing} iight so latetly a lot has been goin on, i guess. i spend most of my time in school, and the free time i have i can be found with andrew paul and chrissy. i have my prom dress... not just found it, but actually bought already. i love it &lt;3. i feel bad for andrew bcuz it*s gunna be a pain in the ass to have his tux match this color {its a creamy-white}. i dont kno what 2 really update about. um... me & heather are at war cuz she likes 2 talk shit about me bein with andrew. jessica is back from indy, but she*s livin at ryne*s. i*ve met andrew*s ma. he*s gunna meet mine soon {pray for him}. seriously, he will need many MANY prayers. dont kno what else 2 say... im gettin ready 2 eat and im talkin 2 andrew & jessica. <marquee>peAce bitches *dUbZy*</marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:4683 2005-01-13T17:12:44Z 2005-01-13T17:12:44Z iight so all week i*ve either been hanging out with chrissy paul & andrew {who i am apparently goin out with}, or hanging out with chrissy paul & andrew. {lots of options, i kno}. wednesday was rudy*s 18th burfday. brook now has bond {5 grand... not bad}. havent mailed any of the boys lately... kinda feel bad. i*ll get around 2 it later today maybe. aww... i got a new notre dame shirt yesterday. this weekend {saturday 2 be exact} me & andrew are goin 2 see coach carter. and im goin 2 get my prom dress on sunday {its sOoOo pretty}. well im gunno go... <marquee>*peAce bitches* DuBzY</marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:4401 2005-01-10T18:40:41Z 2005-01-10T18:40:41Z Top five things you say most:<br />1. what the fuck<br />2. st00pid<br />3. g0d...<br />4. i l0ve it <br />5. yea what can u d0?<br /><br />Do You:<br />Smoke?- ya<br />Do Drugs?- n0<br />Read the newspaper?- ya<br />Pray?- in faith class<br />Have a Job?- no<br />Attend Church?- 0nly with maggie lma0<br /><br />Have you:<br />Been in love?- ya<br />Gone skinny dipping? - ya<br />had surgery?- no<br />swam in the dark? - ya<br />Been to a Bonfire? - ya<br />Been drunk? - ya<br />Ran away from home? - ya<br />Played strip poker? - ya... im actually gettin quite g00d<br />Gotten beaten up? - n0t really<br />Been on stage? - ya... hate it<br />Slept outdoors? - ya<br />Pulled an all nighter? - ya<br />Been on radio/tv? - n0<br />Been in a mosh-pit? - ya... scars 2 pr0ve it<br /><br />In the past 24 Hours have you...<br />Cried? - no<br />Bought something? - ya... squares in wisc0nsin {3.49}<br />Gotten sick? - n0<br />Sang? - ya<br />Been kissed? ya<br />Felt stupid? - no<br />Talked to an ex? - ya<br />Talked to someone you have a crush on? - ya<br />Missed someone? - ya<br />Hugged someone? - ya<br />Sex with someone? - n0pe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:4328 2005-01-07T19:59:39Z 2005-01-07T19:59:39Z ciara {one two step} iight so wednesday i didnt go 2 school... spent most of the time either on the phone with andrew, eating, or both. chrissy came over and chilled, i went with jamie/jamie/g-mama 2 bingo {so SO lame}, and bill called. thursday i went 2 school {and found out i didnt have to}, talked 2 a few ppl, went out with the mama-g {not g-mama}, bought mass magazines & candy {when all i really needed was index cards}, called mags, annee called, and andrew too. today is friday whether it feels like friday or not. bonz wants 2 drink this weekend so 2day is prolly the only good day for me. andrew is comin down this weekend {prolly with paul}. i have 2 go get a dress for winter dance {peAce*s & de*s now i guess}. so tired, really crabby, almost time 2 go home. <marquee> *peAce bitches* DuBzY </marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:3892 2005-01-04T17:10:56Z 2005-01-04T17:10:56Z aymee {sp} talk about clothin iight so im in senior study & im bored. so i will update i guess to pass some time. dont kno the last time i updated, so i*ll just start with new years. it started out with mea & nikki comin over, chrissy comin over, and mea doin my hair {which was super cute... props 2 mea}. then mike came down {along with tim & tabby} and we chilled. then we seen heather {yea, fun... riight}. then we called paul & andrew. went for a walk, then over 2 chrissy*s. then the boys came, we went {out 2 bufu} for a hotel party. me & paul were the only ppl doin shots. i was passed out b4 midnight. but i did wake up around 3. me & chrissy hit up the g-station and came 2 find the chick workin there was from the south side. {skippin 2 new years day} came home, went out with terry bcuz it was his burfday. seen lemony snickett*s... love that movie. next day chilled with chrissy {more liquor involved} and lots of chillin. next day went 2 hot topic {very nice new ac//dc shirts & a led zeppelin one tOo} and aeropostale {very cute...}, went 2 eat with the mamii, and chilled. lots of phone conversations, lots of running//joggin with chrissy {lmao... practice for track}. now its tuesday and school has begun {again}. gotta go...<br /><br /><marquee> peAce bitches... *dUbZy* </marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:3586 2005-01-01T18:26:40Z 2005-01-01T18:26:40Z nirvana {with the lights out} [ .001. ] first name: tiffany<br />[ .002. ] last name: jennings<br />[ .003. ] nickname(s): dubzy; jiffers; tiffy...<br />[ .004. ] gender: all babii girl<br />[ .005. ] birthday: 8-12-87<br />[ .006. ] age: 17<br />[ .007. ] place of birth: chicago<br />[ .009. ] hair color: light brown/blonde<br />[ .010. ] eye color: blue/gray<br />[ .011. ] race: white i guess<br />[ .012. ] nationality: irish polish dutch and just a bunch of other stuff<br />[ .013. ] do you have braces: no<br />[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: short<br />[ .015. ] languages spoken: english<br />[ .016. ] current location: cAnAryville<br />[ .017. ] zodiac sign: leo<br />[ .018. ] siblings: 2 sisters 2 brothers...<br />[ .019. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: both sometimes<br />[ .020. ] bad habit: chewin my nails<br />[ .021. ] piercings you have: ears<br />[ .022. ] piercings you want: lip<br />[ .023. ] tattoos you have: 0<br />[ .024. ] tattoos you want: stars on my shoulders & a few<br />[ .025. ] today's date: december 30th<br />[ .026. ] the time: 11:53<br />[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: gotta kill time waitin 4 terry...<br /> <br />Family<br />[ .028. ] mother's name: geri<br />[ .029. ] father's name: tony<br />[ .030. ] step-parent's names: tony<br />[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): jimmy & tony<br />[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): jewel & moe<br />[ .033. ] favorite aunt: jamie<br />[ .034. ] favorite uncle: john {j*roc}<br />[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: gramma g<br />[ .036. ] worst relative: mom<br />[ .037. ] best relative: dad<br />[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: sometimes<br />[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: ya<br />[ .040. ] do you have any pets: ya<br />[ .041. ] what are their names: kittle & monster<br />[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: kitties<br /> <br />School<br />[ .043. ] are you still in high school: ya<br />[ .044. ] if so, what school: queen of peAce<br />[ .045. ] future school(s): mvcc prolly, then niu<br />[ .046. ] did you ever drop out: no<br />[ .047. ] current GPA, or last GPA you got: i have no idea<br />[ .048. ] favorite grade: 8th or now<br />[ .049. ] least favorite grade: 10th<br />[ .050. ] favorite subject: law & politics and psych<br />[ .051. ] least favorite subject: math {no more 4 me}<br />[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy<br />[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: track now<br />[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: ya<br />[ .055. ] are/was you popular: i guess... i get along with a lot of people nowadays<br />[ .056. ] favorite dance: winter last year maybe<br />[ .057. ] favorite memory: peAce*s homecoming last year {we*re talkin dance wise, right?}<br />[ .058. ] least favorite dance: prom last year<br />[ .059. ] least favorite memory: anything havin 2 do with english<br />[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: oh god... i dont kno where 2 begin<br /> <br />Favorites<br />[ .061. ] number: 3 7 13<br />[ .062. ] clothing brand: express or old navy<br />[ .063. ] shoes: gym shoes<br />[ .064. ] thing: count letters<br />[ .065. ] tv show: sex in the city & viva la bam &lt;3<br />[ .066. ] sport: football<br />[ .067. ] vegetable: carrots<br />[ .068. ] fruit: mango<br />[ .069. ] movie: scarface if i have 2 choose<br />[ .070. ] magazine: cosmo<br />[ .073. ] bubblely shakerz: martini<br />[ .074. ] gum: spearmint<br />[ .075. ] fish: dont eat a lot of fish really<br />[ .076. ] candy: starburts & coconut rag candy {idk the name}<br />[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: cookies N cream<br />[ .078. ] color: red, gray, green, pink, black<br />[ .079. ] season: summer<br />[ .080. ] holiday: st patty*s day<br />[ .081. ] scent: perry ellis 360<br />[ .082. ] singer: kenny chesney<br />[ .083. ] group: ramones or nirvana<br />[ .084. ] type of music: almost everything<br />[ .085. ] cereal: corn pops mostly<br />[ .086. ] thing in your room: bubble light<br />[ .087. ] place to be: witht he homies<br />[ .089. ] sub: roasted chicken from subway on italian herbs & cheese bread, with provalone cheese only <br />[ .090. ] junk food: rag candy {idk the name}<br />[ .091. ] overall food: chinese maybe<br />[ .092. ] store: hot topic... love them shirts<br />[ .093. ] shoe brand: converse & nike {well now nike owns converse, so its like the same thing}<br />[ .094. ] fast food: subway<br />[ .095. ] restaurant: tgi fridays<br />[ .096. ] shape: stars... obsessed<br />[ .097. ] time of day: 7:45<br />[ .098. ] pizza topping: green peppers & mushrooms<br />[ .099. ] way of getting caffeinated: coffee<br />[ .100. ] boys name: kevin michael used 2 be... idk now<br />[ .101. ] girls name: alexia nicole or nickolette<br />[ .102. ] mall: idk... kinda fond of just shoppin downtown myself<br />[ .103. ] thing to do when you visit your "homeland": party it up<br />[.105. ] board game: monopoly {simpson*s style, right dj?}<br />[ .106. ] card game: rummy {right annee?} or spAdes<br />[ .107. ] car: mustang<br />[ .108. ] music video: nuk if ur buck {its crAzy}<br />[ .109. ] swear word: fuck or bitch<br />[ .110. ] musical: west side story<br />[ .111. ] month: mAy<br />[ .112. ] cartoon character: kenny<br />[ .113. ] radio station: 94.7 or 92.3<br />[ .114. ] song: every u every me {placebo}<br />[ .115. ] letter: t {what else would i pick?!?}<br />[ .116. ] rock or rap: rock<br />[ .117. ] rock or pop: rock<br />[ .118. ] rock or r&b: dunno<br />[ .119. ] rap or r&b: rap<br />[ .120. ] rap or pop: rap<br />[ .121. ] rap or r&b: already asked me this...<br />[ .122. ] rap or metal: metal<br />[ .124. ] pop or metal: metal<br />[ .125. ] r&b or metal: metal<br />[ .126. ] Linkin Park or Limp Bizkit: old limp bizkit<br />[ .127. ] Tool or Korn: koRn<br />[ .154. ] Selena or Jennifer Lopez: selena<br />[ .155. ] love or lust: lust<br />[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer<br />[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring<br />[ .158. ] Shakira or Britney : britney<br />[ .159. ] Garbage or No Doubt: no doubt<br />[ .160. ] Friends or Seinfeld: friends {seinfeld sucks}<br />[ .161. ] diamond or pearl: diamonds<br />[ .162. ] being HOT or COLD: hott<br />[ .163. ] Buffy or Angel: buffy<br />[ .164. ] Dawson's Creek or Gilmore Girls: gilmore girls<br />[ .165. ] football or basketball: football<br />[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: dont watch either, but summer i guess<br />[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboardin<br />[ .168. ] bath or shower: shower<br />[ .169.] morning or night: night<br />[ .170. ] orange or red: red<br />[ .171. ] yellow or green: green<br />[ .172. ] purple or pink: pink<br />[ .173. ] Abercrombie or Hollister: hollister<br />[ .174. ] Hot Topic or PacSun: hot topic<br />[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside<br />[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol<br />[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell<br />[ .178. ] pen or pencil: pencil<br />[ .179. ] Powerpuff Girls or Charlie's Angels: neither<br />[ .180. ] Scooby Doo or Dino: scooby<br />[ .181. ] old school pink ranger or old school yellow ranger: i used 2 love the pink one... {old school}<br />[ .182. ] Lizzie McGuire or That's So Raven: lizzie<br />[ .183. ] tattoos or piercing: piercings<br />[ .184 ] pink or red: red<br />[ .185. ] peck on the lips or frenching:? both<br />[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no<br />[ .187. ] do you have a crush: i guess u can call it that<br />[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: my friends<br />[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: ya<br />[ .190. ] number of girls/boys you've kissed: since 8th... i*ll guess and say 15 at least<br />[ .191. ] number of girlfriends/boyfriends you've had: since 8th... 15 maybe<br />[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: i*ve never asked... how would i go about that?!?<br />[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: 1<br />[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: "sucker love is heaven sent u pucker up our passion*s spent"<br />[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: he*s the sweetest & he has a cute smile, i*ll tell ya more later<br />[ .196. ] first thing you notice about the opposite sex: smiles & eyes<br />[ .197. ] best weight for the opposite sex: ? not too skinny, but on the skinny side<br />[ .198. ] best first date location: not sure...<br />[ .199. ] best first kiss location: where ever it feels right<br />[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both<br />[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: ya<br />[ .202. ] are you still friends: ya<br />[ .203. ] do you smoke: ya<br />[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no thank u<br />[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no<br />[ .206. ] how about a little: no<br />[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: hell no<br />[ .208. ] if you could change your appearance, how could you?: my height prolly<br />[ .210. ] can ex's be friends: sometimes<br />[ .211. ] internal conflicts: too many<br />[ .212. ] how many pillows do you sleep with: one<br />[ .213. ] are you a virgin: no<br />[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: july<br /> <br />Would You Ever<br />[ .215. ] bungee jump: no<br />[ .216. ] sky dive: no<br />[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: ya<br />[ .218. ] scuba dive: ya<br />[ .220. ] eat sh!t for $1,000,000: eww, no thank u<br />[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no... u cant replace friends<br />[ .222. ] kill yourself: maybe thru terminal sedation<br />[ .223. ] race around your neighborhood: in a car? ya<br />[ .224. ] drink pee: eww, no thank u<br />[ .225. ] lie for personal gain: not 2 friends or ppl i cared about, maybe parents but thats it<br />[ .226. ] lie to your parents: ya<br />[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no thank u<br />[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: no thank u<br />[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: never done that, i dunno<br />[ .230. ] streak: lmao<br /> <br />People You Know<br />[ .231. ] best friend(s): maggie may, chrissy, bonz, etc.<br />[ .232. ] known longest: out of friends? ive known mags the longest, out of ppl in general it would be lambo<br />[ .233. ] who drives you insane after a while: heather<br />[ .234. ] can be superman: bonz... he would be 2 funny<br />[ .235. ] can play the guitar by ear: leave it up 2 mags<br />[ .236. ] can play: mags {again}<br />[ .238. ] prettiest: marissa is pretty, but most of my friends are... i dislike ugly people, sorry<br />[ .239. ] craziest: bonz {who else would smoke catnip?}<br />[ .240. ] loudest: heather<br />[ .241. ] shyest: u cant be shy & be my friend<br />.242. ] best hair: i love daina*s hair... long as hell<br />[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: mags chrissy bonz...<br />[ .244. ] best eyes: kenny has pretty eyes<br />[ .245. ] most germaphobic: i dont kno<br />[ .246. ] most athletic: they are all stoners & dont do sports<br />[ .247. ] sex symbol: tal... if u dont want him it*s bcuz ya already had em, lmao<br />[ .248. ] hot tempered: me <br />[ .249. ] most impatient: chrissy<br />[ .250. ] shortest: mags<br />[ .251. ] tallest: everyone is taller than me {besides mags & chrissy}<br />[ .252. ] talented: EVYERONE<br />[ .253. ] best singer: ME<br />[ .254. ] skinniest: chrissy<br />[ .255. ] nicest: bill<br />[ .256. ] best personality: mags<br />[ .257. ] online the most: meagan<br /> <br />Have You Ever<br />[ .258. ] flashed someone: ya<br />[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: ya <br />[. 260. ] been to Michigan: ya but only for a few hours<br />[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: ya<br />[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: okkkay<br />[ .263. ] skateboarded: i have, but i suck<br />[ .264. ] skinny dipped: ya<br />[ .265. ] stolen anything: ya <br />[ .266. ] fallen asleep in the movie theatre: ya... at scary movie 3 with oh boy<br />[ .267. ] went to go shopping, only to find you had no money of you: no<br />[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: ya<br />[ .270. ] cooked (well): ya... &lt;3 it<br />[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: ya<br />[ .273. ] failed a class: spanish 2 first semester<br />[. 274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: no<br />[ .275. ] been to a concert: ya<br />[ .276. ] been to another country: no<br />[. 277. ] talked back to an adult: ya<br />[ .278. ] got pulled over: ohh ya<br />[ .279. ] got in a car accident: small ones<br />[ .280. ] burned a cd: ya<br />[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: ya<br />[ .282. ] lost money: ya<br />[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: ya<br />[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: ya<br />[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: ya<br />[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: i dropped it & ashley gave it 2 him, but i couldnt let him eat it<br /> <br />Opinions<br />[ .287. ] what do you think... about pop music: iight<br />[ .288. ] about boy bands: not really<br />[ .289. ] about flag burning: dont care<br />[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: blow up all of the middle east honestly i dont fuckin care anymore<br />[ .291. ] about suicide: dont care<br />[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: fuck that<br />[ .293. ] about abortion: pro-choice<br />[ .294. ] about racism: against<br />[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: dont kno anymore... u cant plan the future & expect it all 2 happen<br />[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: maggie bonz chrissy daina etc...<br /> <br />What Did You Do<br />[ .297. ] your last birthday: got fucked up with homies<br />[ .298. ] yesterday: chilled with lotsa ppl<br />[ .299. ] last weekend: chilled & shoppin & partyin<br />[ .300. ] Christmas: fam-o & homies party<br />[ .301. ] Thanksgiving: fam-o & party with homies<br />[ .302. ] New Year's: got trashed<br />[ .304. ] Easter: dont remember<br />[ .305. ] Valentine's Day: cooked with mea for the boys<br /> <br />First<br />[. 306. ] thoughts when waking up: tired...<br />[ .307. ] kiss (ever): 4th grade<br />[ .308. ] kiss (with significant other): 7th<br />[. 309. ] screen name: superstarr36<br />[ .310. ] self purchased album: total<br />[ .311. ] enemy/bully: i was more of the bully<br />[ .312. ] big trip: florida at 6<br />[ .313. ] sport you played: volleyball<br />[ .314. ] word: boom<br />[. 315. ] toy: my little pony<br /> <br />Right now<br />[ .316. ] what are you eating: corn pops<br />[ .317. ] what are you drinking: lemonaide<br />[ .318. ] what are you wearing: michigan state shirt & gray pants<br />[ .319. ] any shoes on: yea... converse<br />[ .320. ] hair: down, wet<br />[. 321. ] listening: nirvana, with the lights out<br />[ .322. ] talking to anyone: no<br />[ .323. ] sleepy yet: been<br /> <br />Just Answer It<br />[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: no<br />[ .325. ] do you like cows: im not sure<br />[ .326. ] are you a bitch: ya<br />[ .327. ] are you artistic: ya<br />[ .328. ] do you write poetry: no<br />[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: ya<br />[ .330. ] can you ski: no<br />[. 331. ] are you british?: no<br />[ .332. ] do you want to spear Britney: no<br />[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: sometimes<br />[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: ya<br />[ .335. ] would you eat Mac & Cheese with hot dogs in it: have<br />[ .336. ] do you think Disney creators were on acid when they made Alice in wonderland: ya... but ya gotta love it<br />[ .337. ] are you straight: ya<br />[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: ya<br />[ .340. ] are you skinny: ya<br />[ .341. ] are you short: ya<br />[ .342. ] are you tall: no <br />[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: ya<br />[ .344. ] how about orange pants: pajamas<br />[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: when its clear skies<br />[ .346. ] are you evil: ya<br />[ .347. ] are you secretly from another planet: not that i kno of<br />[ .348. ] do you feel the word "persons" contributes to or detracts from the english language: ya<br />[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: no<br />[ .350. ] do you dream at night: ya<br />[ .351. ] do you associate crying with pain: ya<br />[ .352. ] do you look for love forever or for now: for now<br /><br />The Last<br />[ .353. ] car you rode in: paul*s cavilier<br />[ .354. ] website you visited: Lj<br />[ .355. ] show you watched: viva la bam<br />[ .356. ] show you taped: cruel intentions <br />[ .357. ] movie rented: collateral damage<br />[ .358. ] movie seen: kate & leopold<br />[ .359. ] song you heard: breed {nirvana} right now<br />[ .360. ] time you sang out loud: yesterday<br />[ .362. ] thing you downloaded onto your computer: picture of my prom dress<br />[ .363. ] person you talked to: chrissy paul & mike<br />[ .364. ] person you kissed: andrew<br />[ .365. ] person you "did": josh<br />[ .366. ] person you cried to: chrissy<br />[ .367. ] person you called: terry<br />[ .368. ] person who called you: bonz<br />[ .369. ] person you talked talk to on the phone for more than an hour: bill<br /> <br />For or Against<br />[ .370. ] long distance relationships: against<br />[ .371. ] using someone: against<br />[ .372. ] killing people: for<br />[ .373. ] smoking: both<br />[ .374. ] driving drunk: against<br />[ .375. ] gay/lesbian relationship: for<br /> <br />If I Were A(n)..<br />[ .376. ] month I would be: may<br />[ .377. ] day of the week I would be: saturday<br />[ .378. ] time of day I would be: 9:45<br />[ .379. ] planet I would be: neptune<br />[ .380. ] sea animal I would be: sea horse<br />[ .381. ] direction I would be: north<br />[ .382. ] piece of furniture I would be: recliner<br />[ .383. ] liquid I would be: perfume<br />[ .384. ] stone I would be: emerald<br />[ .385. ] tree I would be: willow<br />[ .386. ] bird I would be: humming bird<br />[ .387. ] flower I would be: tiger lily<br />[ .388. ] kind of weather I would be: warm, clear skies<br />[ .389. ] musical instrument I would be: drums<br />[ .390. ] animal I would be: kittie<br />[ .391. ] color, I would be: red<br />[ .392. ] emotion, I would be: anger<br />[ .393. ] fruit, I would be: mango<br />[ .394. ] sound, I would be: *mWuAh*<br />[ .395. ] element, I would be: fire<br />[ .396. ] book, I would be written by: edgar allen poe<br />[ .397. ] food, I would be: chicken<br />[ .398. ] material, I would be: fleece<br />[ .399. ] taste I would be: sweet N sour<br />[ .400. ] word, I would be: obsessive-complusive<br />[ .401. ] object, I would be: candle<br />[ .402. ] body part I would be: eyes<br />[ .403. ] facial expression I would be: cheesy grin<br />[ .404. ] celebrity I would be: um... reese witherspoon<br />[ .405. ] your best physical feature: prolly my legs<br />[ .406. ] are you a pack rat: sometimes<br />[ .407. ] purse essentials: money lip gloss cover-up id*s<br />[ .408. ] heavy or light drinker: heavy<br />[ .409. ] ever said "LOL" in real life without thinking about it: no<br />[ .410. ] are you superstitious: somewhat<br />[ .411. ] is your room messy: no<br />[ .412. ] what do you smell like: abercromie<br />[ .413. ] are you organized: sometimes <br />[ .414. ] are you ticklish: terribly<br />[ .415. ] have you always known what you were going to be?: since i was 12 <br />[ .416. ] classes being taken: graphic design, living as women of faith, web page design, study, english 4a, u.s. & world issues<br />[ .417. ] you know I'm around when you hear: my voice<br />[ .418. ] how old do you wanna be when you're married?: 27<br />[ .419. ] simple or extravagant wedding: a little bit of both<br />[ .420. ] how many kids: 1<br />[ .421. ] 3 things that scare you: heights, needles, failure<br />[ .422. ] 3 things I love: my friends, georgie*s booty {lmao}, & the cubs<br />[ .423. ] 3 things I hate: stupidity, ignorance, false hope<br />[ .424. ] 3 things I dont understand: drama hoes, death {livin with loss taught me nothing x-cept that no one knos much about death}, and myself<br />[ .425. ] 3 things I want: good friends {got that}, extensive amounts of sleep, and bam margera<br />[ .426. ] 3 things that bother you: this neighborhood, guys who lie, my mom<br />[ .427. ] 3 things I can do: touch my nose with my tounge, bend in2 a pretzel, argue until im blue in the face<br />[ .428. ] 3 things I can't do: forget about something when im angry, stop bein myself, sleep in late<br />[ .429. ] do you have reoccurring dreams: ya<br />[ .430. ] do you sleep with socks on: most of the time<br />[ .431. ] do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge: lick em<br />[ .432. ] do you wear hats: sometimes<br />[ .433. ] do you care about looks: unfortunately, yes<br />[ .434. ] do you read the newspaper: sometimes<br />[ .435. ] do you wish/pray for love: no<br />[ .436. ] do you consider love a mistake: no<br />[ .437. ] do you believe in love: not anymore<br />[ .438. ] do you believe in Heaven: no<br />[ .439. ] do you believe in God: sometimes<br />[ .440. ] time now: 12:24 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:3453 2004-12-30T22:01:16Z 2004-12-30T22:01:16Z counting crows {colorblind} I am colorblind. Coffee black and egg white. Pull me out from inside. I am ready. I am ready. I am ready. I am... taffy stuck, tongue tied. Stuttered shook and uptight. Pull me out from inside. I am ready. I am ready. I am ready. I am... fine. I am covered in skin. No one gets to come in. Pull me out from inside. I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding. I am... colorblind. Coffee black and egg white. Pull me out from inside. I am ready. I am ready. I am ready. I am... fine. I am... fine. I am fine. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:3181 2004-12-28T21:24:56Z 2004-12-28T21:24:56Z nirvana {with the lights out disc 3} 1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? focused more on school than ever b4 thats 4 damn sure... joined students against substance abuse tOo<br /><br />2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i dont even remember last year*s resolution... this year ive got a few i think i can handle<br /><br />3. Did anyone close to you give birth? not yet... but jamie is due sOon<br /><br />4. Did anyone close to you die? yea<br /><br />5. What countries did you visit? none<br /><br />6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? a job {lol}<br /><br />7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? july 7th... not tellin ya<br /><br />8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? i dunno... ive stopped a lot of old habits<br /><br />9. What was your biggest failure? dont kno...<br /><br />10. Did you suffer illness or injury? a cold for a week but thats about it...<br /><br />11. What was the best thing you bought? clothes prolly<br /><br />12. Whose behavior merited celebration? mags... she*s a million miles away and she*s still there for me when i need her<br /><br />13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? dj... he*s proved that once again all guys suck, even the ones who are "nice and sweet and whatnot" arent really what they seem to be<br /><br />14. Where did most of your money go? clothes & cigarettes<br /><br />15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? mags comin up here<br /><br />16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2004? lovers & friends... slow motion {slick*s remix}... my happy ending...AND... all apologies<br /><br />17. Compared to this time last year, are you:<br />i. happier or sadder?: happier than before<br />ii. thinner or fatter?: fatter... i gained 18 pounds since this summer<br />iii. richer or poorer?: richer in friends and sanity, poorer in funds and patience<br /><br />18. What do you wish you'd done more of? partied it up with the homies<br /><br />19. What do you wish you'd done less of? complained<br /><br />20. How will you be spending Christmas? already spent christmas... with the fam-o, chrissy, and heather<br /><br />22. Did you fall in love in 2004? i fell out of love in 04...<br /><br />23. How many one-night stands? none<br /><br />24. What was your favorite TV program(s)? LaGuNa BeAcH... LaW & oRdEr: SvU... ViVa La BaM... tHe ReAl GiLiGaN*s IsLaNd<br /><br />25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? oh yea<br /><br />26. What was the best book you read? either w;t or the importance of being earnest<br /><br />27. What was your greatest musical discovery? i cannot sing {but i already knew that} lmao<br /><br />28. What did you want and get? support when i needed it<br /><br />29. What did you want and not get? a homie g {lmao... i dunno what else 2 put}<br /><br />30. What was your favorite film of this year? i dunno... maybe the stepford wives<br /><br />31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? on my burfday i chilled with chrissy, the boys, "chilled", loss a flip flop runnin down the block, and just had fun... i turned the big 17<br /><br />32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? if there wasnt as much drama<br /><br />33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? dark<br /><br />34. What kept you sane? phone calls 2 & from maggie and bonz<br /><br />35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? bAm mArgerA &lt;3<br /><br />36. What political issue stirred you the most? bush winning the election<br /><br />37. Who did you miss? maggie & my brother<br /><br />38. Who was the best new person you met? i met a lot of new ppl this year... bill & mike, mike {martino}, ben, dave, daina {didnt really meet her this year, but started talkin 2 her this year}, etc...<br /><br />39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: guys suck, and its up 2 urself & ur best friends 2 have a gOod time {and oh ya we sure had a hell of a time} LmAo...<br /><br />40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "i am weak i*ve been locked inside ur heart shaped box for weeks i*ve been drawn into ur magnet tar pit trap" NiRvAnA //HeArT sHaPeD bOx// urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:3053 2004-12-25T20:03:19Z 2004-12-25T20:03:19Z ramones {teenage labotomy} iight havent updated in a while. all my life can be found at Gj [u kno u wanna hit that up], lmao. just wanted 2 say happii holidays. peAce bitches...<br /><marquee behavior="alternate"> *mWuAh* DuBzY</marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:2594 2004-12-23T19:17:17Z 2004-12-23T19:19:41Z t i {trap muzik cd} <font size="2"> iight so yesterday i chilled with chrissy &amp; mike for a bit, then i left bcuz terry was supposed 2 come get me. well he came, but i didnt go with him bcuz he didnt come till 6-30. so i chilled talkin 2 kozzi and some people. annee &amp; lizzie called. chilled with bonz &amp; larry for a while. called mags. bonz called a few times. talked 2 joe this morning. not doin much now. so im out... <marquee>*mWuAh* dUbZy</marquee></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:2453 2004-12-23T00:37:16Z 2004-12-23T00:37:16Z ramones {teenage labotomy} iight so yesterday i chilled with chrissy in the morning & i picked her up from work. then mike came down & we all chilled. bill called last night. then this morning chrissy calls me. so i go chill with her & mike while she babysits 4 her aunt gina. i come home and chill for a bit. i call joe. terry comes down 2 bring me my x~mas gift {cash like usual}. come here 2 get online b4 i go pick chrissy up from work. talkin 2 kozzi. bout 2 go call mags. peAce out bitches...<br /><marquee>*mWuAh* dUbZy</marquee> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:2096 2004-12-21T22:28:20Z 2004-12-21T22:28:20Z twista {kamikaze cd} iight so lately i been tannin with kT, talkin 2 ppl, chillin with the cuz-o, and 2day i chilled with chrissy. there*s a hottie i got my eye on, but i aint tellin nobody. there*s a few guys so ya never kno what im talkin about... *mWuAh*<br /><br /><br />Current Clothes: red pj*s white tank & black cable sweater<br />Current Mood: bored<br />Current Music: twista<br />Current Taste: meatloaf<br />Current Make-up: nothin <br />Current Hair: down<br />Current Annoyance: dangly earrings<br />Current Smell: melon candles<br />Current thing I Ought To be Doing: nothin really... no school no worries<br />Current Desktop Picture: bam... lots of bam<br />Current Favorite Band: right now... tbs or nirvana <br />Current Book You're Reading: scarlet letter {again}<br />Current CD In CD Player: mystikal<br />Current DVD In Player: collateral damage<br />Current Color Of Toenails: one foot red polish, the other not done<br />Current Refreshment: lemonaide<br />Current Worry: mags might not be here<br /><br />BASICS<br />Name: tiffany<br />Sex: lipgloss N thongs homie<br />Birthday: 8-12-87<br />Height: 5*4 <br />Hair Color: light brown <br />Eye Color: grayish-blue<br />Eye Color Of Choice: cyrstal blue or emerald green<br />Writing Hand: riight<br /><br />BODY ILLS AND SKILLS<br />Nervous Habits: gigglin, shakin legs, daydreamin<br />Do You Bite Your Nails? ya<br />Are You Youble Jointed? no thank god... thats just creepy<br />Can You Roll Your Tongue? i can make a clover {guess who taught me}<br />Can You Blow Spit Bubbles? ya me & jimmy were doin that last week<br />Can You Cross Your Eyes? yea but i dont<br /><br />CLOTHES<br />On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?: lately i been comin up with the $$$ and at the beginning of the week i usually have around 100, but right now i only got 12 {shoppin cost a lot & u bitches better LOVE ur x~mas shit}<br />What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: necklace i got 4 graduation {got a cross on it with a pink heart in middle} with the ring todd got me on the chain {says amore}, collata {kno its spelled wrong sorii} ring, & hs ring {gotta pimp that peAce priide}<br />Favorite Piece of Clothing: guys pj*s<br /><br />FOOD<br />Do you wind your spaghetti or cut it? wind<br />Have you ever eaten Spam? disgusting<br />How often do you brush your teeth? in the mornin, when i get home from school, when i leave, when i come in<br />How often do you shower/bathe? everyday <br />How long does your shower last?: a pretty long time<br />Hair drying method: air dry<br />Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? ya<br />What colors has your hair been? blue was the 1st, purple, green, orange, hot pink, fire-engine red, white, black, red, brown<br />Do you paint your nails? clear<br /><br />MANNERS<br />Do you swear?: what kind of fuckin lady would i be if i fuckin swore?<br />Do you ever spit? ya... at least i dont swallow like hoes in this hood<br /><br />WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE...<br />Actor: george clooney<br />Actress: julia roberts <br />Food: chicken <br />Month: may<br />Day: saturday<br />Cartoon: gotta be fairly odd parents but i aint seen it in a minute<br />Shoe Brand: phat farm are prolly the most comfortable<br />Subject in school: law & politics w/ mr. j {gonna miss ya}<br />Color: red black gray pink & green<br />Person to talk to online: i*d have 2 go with the old school hubby<br />Sport: football<br />Body part on/in you: legs<br />Body part on the opposite sex: eyes booty smile<br />TV show: LAGUNA, law & order svu, real giligans island, VIVA LA BAM<br />Movie: deuces wild is a classic, fear dot com, pleasantville, etc...<br />Holiday: st patty*s day<br />Magazine: cosmo<br />Vacationing Spot: the cottage in indy... omfg cody*s cuz is fiine<br />Thing To Do In The Summer: "chill" with the crew <br />Thing To Do In The Winter: chill with the crew {i dont "chill" anymore}<br />Perfume: beyond pleasures<br />TV Station: mtv<br /><br />IN AND AROUND<br />The CD Player: now it*s t i trapt muzik {i love "lets get away"}<br />Person you talk most on the phone with: i try & call mags everyday almost<br />Ever taken a cab? ya<br />Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? no<br />What color is your bedroom? tequila sunrise<br />Do you use an alarm clock? no<br />Name one thing you are obsessed with: homie g*s<br />Window seat or aisle?: window<br />What's your sleeping position? middle of bed, on side<br />Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? ya <br />Do you snore? when im sick<br />Do you sleepwalk? no<br />Do you talk in your sleep? deja vu? not that i kno of<br />Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no<br />How about with the light on? no<br />Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? tv timer set when i sleep urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:1887 2004-12-20T00:07:48Z 2004-12-20T00:16:09Z jagged edge {can we be tight} iight so sibs came down friday. i went over 2 annee*s around 7. well her ma was like u cant go with 2 get her cause its only gonna be tom & freddie and i kno ya dont want 2 be with them in the car for hours. i was iight, no big deal. well steven got 2 go. FUCKIN STEVEN. but i wasnt trippin cause i was there with my girl annee anyways. but whatever. well when sibs get home she blew me off 4 a while which really didnt matter cause me & annee were doin our thing. well me & sibs stayed up late talkin & it was like back in the day. that was friday. saturday we were supposed 2 go see lemony snicketts, but we didnt. we {me annee & sibs} went 2 the mall. got a lotta shit. but i was sick & hurtin from excercisin the day b4. and sibs was bein a lil cranky cause she couldnt find a sweater that fit. and i got a little pissed, but not anything crazy. then annee buys a turtle. it is so cute. its small as hell & lime green. its pimp. well on the way home annee & sibs get in2 a fight... OVER A FUCKIN SONG. we go back 2 sibs house & earlier she asked me if i would stay again 4 her. im like ya. me & annee go 2 my house & when we come back sibs is leavin with steven. she*s like im goin out. well she stayed at stevens. which i really dont give a fuck about bcuz i kno she missed him but thats fuckin ignorant bcuz when u ask someone 2 stay at ur house u dont fuckin leave them there. but whatever cause i would rather much chill with annee anyways. but me & annee gotta walk 2 stevens & get my shit off sibs.me & annee go back 2 the house & order chinese. this mornin sibs comes home & starts a fuckin fight over money. me & annee leave & we go 2 my house. then we go downstairs & chill with my aunt jamie. joey calls & jamie wants him 2 come over. joey comes 2 chat with jamie & talk 2 me cuz we were supposed 2 chill saturday. so a couple hours later me annee & joey are chillen at jamies. we go out 4 a walk back 2 annee*s. we see tal goin 2 booda*s we stop & i tell him the info. then me & annee go 2 her crib. fights start breakin out then her dad starts tellin me we werent at my aunts. he*s like fuck him {joey}, fuck u & fuck ur aunt... i dont want u around my daughter or my house. im like whatever, ya kno, fuck him & him drunk ass. im pissed off bcuz he aint got no right 2 say that shit 2 me. thats bullshit annee cant chill with me bcuz we were around joey. its not like she*s fuckin him or suckin his dick like someone we kno. i mean he aint got no right 2 tripp on me like i did something wrong. cuz i didnt & i aint got nothin 2 fuckin hide. wow joey was at my aunts... BIG FUCKIN DEAL. thats her fuckin house & her fuckin nephew. what am i gonna do? be like yea he gotta ride the fuck outta ur house? thats fuckin bullshit. well now im at home, im pissed, and im talkin 2 heather. *peAce bitches* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:1558 2004-12-17T01:23:38Z 2004-12-17T01:23:38Z nirvana {all apologies} iight so after school me kT & dee went and got tacos. omg i love their strawberry shakes sOo much... they*re amazin. then i came home, talked 2 my cuz-o jamie {little jamie... the one that was in kentucky for a while}, took a shower, and then chrissy & kT came and got me. we went and got something 2 eat. then we went tannin. the only part of me that isnt tannin is my face. but i think thats bcuz i lay mostly on my back bcuz i always think my face is gonna burn, but it hasnt since i started goin again. whatever. after a while i came home and cleaned. talked 2 fam-o #2. finished up all the christmas wrappin. i still dont have anything 4 chrissy. so im gonna leave that one up 2 the mami bcuz i kno she likes chrissy a lot outta my homies. and i already got mags something so she really doesnt need 2 get her anything, but we dont turn down shoppin. she*s on a big nirvana kick, so i hope yall like nirvana. but yea... i was talkin 2 my cuz-o and i learned some interestin things that im wonderin why i didnt kno b4. oh well. talkin 2 todd right now, then gonna call mags later & see what was goin on yesterday. man i am so sick & im gettin pissed off bcuz all we got is medicine 4 shorties. well im out. *mWuAh* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:1450 2004-12-16T02:42:06Z 2004-12-16T02:42:06Z dave matthews band {the maker} iight exams were str8. came home, went with kT & chrissy 2 get their checks. went 2 county x~mas party bcuz kT & chrissy*s gram is a deputy. then we walked buddy. he scratched the fuck outta my neck. then we went tannin. chrissy passed out & busted her shit on the counter. it was crazy. then we went 2 target. i got doodle*s x~mas present & the rest of sib*s. plus i got me some new make-up. chilled at kT*s 4 a bit. then came home. talked 2 cody & now dino. thats all riight now. *mWuAh* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:1144 2004-12-15T00:30:15Z 2004-12-15T00:30:15Z korn {dead bodies everywhere & bbk} to let go isn*t 2 forget or 2 not think about. it doesn*t leave feelins of anger jealousy or regret & it*s not obsessin or dwellin on the past. lettin go isn*t blockin memories & thinkin sad thoughts & doesn*t leave emptiness hurt or sadness. 2 let go is 2 cherish memories but 2 overcome & 2 move on. it is havin an open mind & confidence in the future. lettin go is acceptin. it is learnin & experiencin & growin. 2 let go is 2 be thankful 4 the experiences that made u laugh & made u cry, & made u grow. it*s about all that u have & all that u had & all that u will soon gain. lettin go is havin the courage 2 accept change & strength 2 keep movin. 2 let go is 2 open a door & 2 clear a path & 2 set yourself free.<br /><br />and that*s exactly what i did. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sexii_dubzy:780 2004-12-14T22:16:34Z 2004-12-14T22:16:34Z ja rule {holla holla} iight so we went tannin this morning. and i didnt burn {x~cept below my neckline, but not bad, just a lil pink}. i didnt really pay a lot of attention in school. 2nd period we got our grades and i got a 100% in that class {livin with loss}. thats nice... i*ve never done that well in a religion class b4, but maybe thats bcuz we didnt really talk about religion. {the class is about losin someone/something/etc.} we finished a beautiful mind in psychology. and in lunch did our secret santa thing. bonnie got me this hott candle set. and she &lt;3ed hers cause she was still playin with it last period, lol. dont kno whats goin on 2nite, i think im gonna try 2 call chrissy cause i aint talked 2 her since saturday. oOoOo i talked 2 mags last night. well thats all. *mWuAh*<br /><br />oOoOo if any of these next few entires have typos or anything its bcuz my nails make it harder to type.